Enough said.

No.84

Man... A lot of things have happened this week....

Starting from Sunday, went to cemetery, and then went to a Japanese restaurant in Mayfair... The food was just bliss...

Monday, had a late night worrying about the driving test,

Tuesday, woke up at 5am, drove around, had the test, and passed.

Tuesday afternoon however, I watched my dad going ape shit at the phone operator when he said its not possible to insure a £17,000 car for a new driver...

That made me realise that I'm relying too much on my parents in the first place...

Time for me to get a job, get a car, and get the fuck out of my parents' lives.

(Picture was from the France skiing trip)

No.83

JIHIN'S DIETING TIPS!

Well what do you know, its not an one off after all.

This time I admit, I probably went a bit too far with this one, but oh well, here it is.

TORTILLA SAUSAGE MELT: I honestly cannot think of a name for this...

(Click the picture for some HD goodness)

Ingredients: Er. Tortilla wraps 2x, 5 frankfurters, red onion, sliced Gouda cheese, brown sauce.

Method: Shove the frankfurters under the grill. Meanwhile, chop the onions, and fry them. Once both are done, place a slice of cheese on the base of the wraps*, spray a load of brown sauce on top, place onions, and then the sausages (I ran out, hence the odd number).

*I grilled the wraps as well, not a good idea as they harden and makes it harder to wrap.

Suggestions: Just don't try this. Unless you are bored... Then go ahead, and let me know what you think.

"DUDE, I think I'm going to have an heart attack".

Yea... 200 calories per 10" tortilla, 150 per frankfurter, 60 for all the onion servings, 60 for the brown sauce, 100 per slice of Gouda cheese... Which totals 1470 calories... Ew.

This can NOT be good for me... Thank god I only had a bowl of noodles today for supper.

Either way I still need to cut down a lot more than that.

No.82

This is more of a serious note...

It is now 14:18. Around 30 minutes ago I walked out of my classroom with my friend.

The school was crowded, as people were trying to get to their other lessons.

Right outside our door, there was a large group of guys, probably in year 10,

hitting this one boy that was being forced up on the wall right next to the door I walked out from, and taking his belongings and throwing them in the nearby bin.

My thoughts were not about the boy himself, but about how everyone just walks past,

taking a short inconsiderate glance at the group, before looking away and continue their chatter about parties or what not.

Inconsiderate that the group of boys would not even think about what is going through in his mind.

Think.

You are not the only person that is here in this world.

People take out their troubles on other people.

People hide their troubles with "happiness".

No matter how well they hide it, the problems are still there.

No.81

JIHIN'S DIETING TIPS!

Ever thought about how bloody skinny I am?

Do I do a lot of excercise to work off everything?

Do I keep throwing up all the time to keep a flat stomach?

Maybe, but NOW you can have an insight to what I EAT!

SUPER SKINNY SUPPER: A healthy sandwich, washed down with Actimel.

10PM, and I have made this extremely healthy supper.

(Click picture to enlarge to "WELL HD!")

Ingredients: Bread, Butter, Batter mixture, Water, FryMax cooking oil, Flour mixture, Cod.

Method: Dunk the cod in the flour mixture, dunk it in the batter mixture, shove it in the oil at 170 Degrees Celsius for 5 minutes 30 seconds, take it out, shove it into two slices of bread with a load of butter, and enjoy.

Suggestions: WITH the butter, perhaps add tartar sauce, brown sauce, or bacon.

"HOLY SHIT THAT IS FATTENING!"

Of course not, Actimel is only 30 calories. Great fat busting drink, since it balances out the 65 calories per slice of Warburtons Soft White Farmhouse. Thats 130 calories. The Butter 60 calories for one side. 120 calories for the two sides. The cod is 450 calories. Not too bad.

In total, 700 calories. I had two of these sandwiches because I had dinner at 4PM...

1400 calories PLUS Actimel, is 1430 calories in one meal!

Well there you have it! A fat busting 1430 calories meal before I sleep!

I haven't checked, but its 20,000 calories for an average man right?

No wonder I'm so thin.

No.80

80th POST!

Yea tried the new car yesterday, and it was amazing....

Even easier to drive than the instructor's car, which is a Ford Focus.

Can't wait to do the driving test on the 26th, although kind of nervous...

If I pass, FREE LIFTS FOR EVERYONE!

No.79

I guess I will never be popular. Besides, I hole myself up at home,

sitting in front of the computer for around ten hours a day,

and rotting the rest of my teenage years away.

I don't know if I am feeling... down, because of my inactivity.

Perhaps its the fact that my heart wants a relationship, but at the same time do not want to feel the pain from the inevitable end. Even if I see a relationship bloom, I cannot bare the pain if I suddenly lost a girl, from a break up, or from death. I wouldn't even forgive myself if death caught me early, that the girl will have to suffer because of my parting.

I feel that it is a personal choice for everyone. For now, I am pretty sure that I want to stay single. I don't like getting myself into something I do not understand, as trouble tends to find me.

It might also be the fact that I know already that there is not enough of a lifetime before I die.

Before we all die.

"Life is short, live every minute of it"

A saying that is supposed to be extremely motivational for people....

It has become a curse for me.

I never had much of a childhood, wasted every opportunity I was given,

made myself believe that something was an opportunity,

which had wasted two years in which I could have gotten into a relationship.

After that, I was given numerous other opportunities in which I messed up as well.

When I was given the opportunity to have a better education in a private school, I threw it all away by screwing around and not concentrating in class.

Even writing this now, I wonder to myself if there will be enough time for me to earn the money...

Enough time for me to travel... Get away from the nightmares....

No.78

Yay! I got more ICT to do!

Ah well, I signed up for it, so I can't really complain about it.

I really should go out more... I feel like I am rotting...

Oh, and congratulations to a certain someone :P

No.67

The English lack the ability to forgive... And they lack optimism....

It may be that it is not just the English, but I cannot say for any other culture...

It is the English's need for acceptance which drives the trends... trend, so destructively towards the younger generation..

And that is just one problem that we have as a country...

We cannot do anything but watch, as politicians toy with power, nearing the inevitable....

EDIT: I have become so cynical... My hate towards change is changing me....