No.55

Meh...... I have pretty much given up....
Ah well.

No.54

"Beauty might be in the eye of the beholder; what else might it be overlooking?"

Alot of people take beauty as something...... That is heartwarming....
Overall perfection is what a lot of people look for, but that cannot be obtained.
Alot of people pick out the negatives....
I prefer to focus on the positives.....
Whether this is beauty, or something else....
Anything else.....

Perhaps beauty is in the eye of the beholder....
I will never know...

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No.52

i can just feel the passion just swelling up inside me......
god i want a nice car xD

No.51

been a while since i posted something....

i need to control my life abit more.... i know how it is going to be in the future...
and i dont want that.......
instead i want to follow my passion and dreams........

of course money is always a constraint, but i know money itself wont bring me happiness...
that is one thing my mum will never understand..

No.50

looking through my homework diary, ive only just realised today that there is a little box at the bottom of each page that says "Thought of the week"...
well i thought i might as well fill it in.....

- We live in an age where everything has been overused,
And all has lost it's sole meaning.
- Emotions influence our decisions, good or bad,
But becoming emotionless gives the purest decisions.

I cant possibly have only one thought of the week...
For me, each thought is as important as the next,
As these things are what i live by,
So i can change,
To be that better person.

No.49

man snowboarding is FUN!
it's nice to have something to focus on, without thinking about anything else but the task in hand...

I know what connects us as friends... and i sometimes wonder what is the barrier....
which defines if a person is a friend, a good friend, or maybe something more than just a friend...

But i have decided. Perhaps what makes a person more than just a friend, is maybe abit more attention...
more attention or just less subtlety...
after all, why deny it when you want that bit more to happen?

Personally? i find this topic too complex to deal with...
i either get it straight, or i shall ignore everything else....
because how am i to know, if i am just thinking too much into it?
After all, mistakes can lead to horrific consequences....

No.46: Thanks

Thanks everyone, and yea.... i feel alot more stable now.
Service was good today, it showed me an alternative in being a better person...
Perhaps i should go more....

No.45

DRY SLOPES! i so want to start snowboarding asap T_T
And all i got in my mind these days is either snowboarding or drifting...

No.43

I feel alot better now due to more human contact...
And I must remind myself that no matter how bleak the future looks,
Stay positive.


Got a splitting pain in my right ear..... and i need to get a new keyboard, my "M" button is screwed.

Song of the day: Led Zeppelin - When The Levee Breaks